My relationship with time is slippery. I am often thinking about the future, reflecting and reframing the past, and, when in the present, am sort of time blind. Time blindness, according to verywellmind.com: Underestimating or overestimating how much time has passed, how long a task will take, or how much time is left before an anticipated event. Chronically missing deadlines or arriving late, even for things you are excited about. Difficulty making a realistic schedule or sticking to a schedule.
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